Thursday, 14 April

I hate sounding repetitive, but today was just more of yesterday, and the day before, and the week before that. I'm not taking on any new projects, and the Development Dept is slowly starting to take shape- and I'm not in the picture as much anymore. I don't know where we stand on getting furniture for FRC, or if we still even need it anymore. I'm not kept in the loop. The GW hasn't put a proposal on my desk for proofreading in over a week- I'm not sure why. I'm feeling vaguely disconnected from the organisation, but I'm sure that's a function of my own end-of-the-semester stress and anticipation for graduation and potential permanent position here at the P-ship. I don't know exactly where I stand for getting a position here; or, really, where exactly I fit in. I've done so many different tasks since my temp position back in October. I've been a Jack of Most Trades and I don't know exactly how the Partnership will label my position. There isn't really a single position that is currently available that I fit into perfectly or have had formal training for, so I wonder what will happen.

The other day the CEO tapped me on the shoulder while I was sitting at my desk and asked me if I would consider working out at FaF in Brooklyn; I told him that yes, I would be interested in doing that if no other position were available. I'm not exactly sure what I expect them to offer me, but I'd much rather stay up at the Headquarters working on research and development than do direct service or administrative stuff.

I have to do something about all this wondering.

7 hours.